3 animals down, 2 to go!

Hi there! So a while back I did a post on my face paint photography. Well, now that I have completed two more animals, I thought I would show you the raccoon and black swan. If you haven't seen my first post you can see that here! So, I still have the panda and tiger to do which I am hoping to do next week and the week after. It is so much fun to do and I will be sad when its over but at least I will know that it is finished and out of the way, so I can get on with other work! It was so much fun just doing this photo shoot and I hope you are enjoying the pictures that I am showing you. The models that I have used are my friends. The person who let me paint a raccoon on their face is my best friend Sam, and the person who let me paint the black swan on their face is my friend Jess. The both run blogs. Jess runs a photography blog which you can find here! Sam runs a fashion blog which you can find here! So without furtherado here are the photos.

First the raccoon:

And now the black swan:

So, I hope you enjoyed it and I will see you soon! xx

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Late night thoughts and weird feeling...

Hi there! So, its about half 1 in the morning in England ad because my brain is being weird and I feel a little down but I don't at the same time I thought I would do a little bit of a off the handle, don't know where I'm going with this. So, hold on for the ride folks. (I've always wanted to say that!!)

So, right now after spending over 5 hours reading things about youtubers and watching viral videos from ages ago and the London Olympics gymnastic finals. I don't know what to feel. It is a weird feeling but the thing is, I want to go out for a walk, which isn't a good idea at all. Although you know that something is wrong with me because I don't know what to listen to. I don't want to listen to my favourite songs or my favourite bands. So, its pretty bad, but  know if someone asked me what was up I would not have an idea. Saying all the thoughts in my head isn't going to help either because none of them make any sense. I am in a mood where even thinking about the thought of getting up in the morning for college is something that I don't want to even consider. Why? Well, my answer is that I have no clue.

Do you ever wonder though what your future husband/boyfriend is going to be like? If you have briefly met them for a couple of minutes or if someone you never had thought of that it is them? Have you also thought about the future of certain youtubers? I mean some of them are coming up to turning 30 I mean will they want to keep on making videos on YouTube or are they planning on stopping soon? I mean for me YouTube is a big part of my life. So, certain youtubers are a big part of my life. When they stop making videos I don't really know what I will do with myself. I mean I will have their videos to watch still but there won't be any new ones. Its the same with bands. Some of them won't want to keep on making music until they die. They will want to stop at some point because they will want to start a family without fans trying to track them down to wherever they are. I mean girls would you want to date a band member be in a long term relationship with them, settle down but not being aloud to do that because there are fans trying to find where you all are ever second of the day?

I don't know where I was going with this blog post I really don't but for some reason I feel like I got alot off my chest at this time in the morning. I am up in 6 and a bit hours and I am still not sleeping. Well, this should be fun tomorrow morning. Oh god...my tutors are definitely not going to like me tomorrow. Mainly because when I am over tired I either get really lazy because I have no energy or I get really angry and if I am pushed too much I will talk to my friend about it really loudly so they can hear what I have to say about them. I know I shouldn't but instead of biting there head off directly I do it indirectly. Or I might just tell them where to go. I have been close to doing that and then leaving and not coming back for the rest of the week but I didn't thank god!

Like I said its late in the night/early in the morning, so sorry for the weird mess this post is. With the amount of work I need to do and the little amount of time I have to do it in and the amount of things I need to do as well I'm not getting much time for fun or blogging or sleeping (which isn't good). So, I don't know if you enjoyed this post but if you did good. If not then oh well. So, yeah see you soon! xx

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Monthly Music #2!

Hi there! So, its that time of month for Monthly music where you get to see the top 25 tracks I have listened to the most from last month to this month. Again they are a little different from one another and surprisingly I have 2 of the same tracks. How I have no idea I swear. Although it is an amazing song which has been in the charts for the past couple of weeks and I always hear in work as well. So here we go!

1. Fine By Me- Andy Grammer
2. Change Your Life- Little Mix
3. Heartbreak Girl- 5SOS
4. Heartache On The Big Screen- 5SOS
5. She Looks So Perfect- 5SOS
6. Little Things- One Direction
7. Wings- Little Mix
8. Don't Let Me Go- Harry Styles
9. Look After You- Louis Tomlinson
10. Word Up!- Little Mix
11. The Only Reason- 5SOS
12. What I Like About You- 5SOS
13. I Miss You- 5SOS
14. Wherever You Are- 5SOS
15. She Looks So Perfect- 5SOS
16. The Promise- Emma Blackery
17. Beside You- 5SOS
18. Try Hard- 5SOS
19. Move- Little Mix
20. A Drop In The Ocean- Ron Pope
21. Walk On Water Or Drown- Mayday Parade
22. Everything's An Illusion- Mayday Parade
23. Miserable At Best- Mayday Parade
24. Take This To Heart- Mayday Parade
25. 12 Through 15- Mayday Parade

So, that is the 25 most listened to tracks this month. If I had more song tracks that I listen to on YouTube on my iTunes, it would be so so so much different. If you would like to listen to those songs you can find them in a playlist here. Now, I am going to enjoy my pizza I shall see you soon! xx

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I really shouldn't be blogging tonight...

Hi there! Exciting stuff!! I got my film camera today! It is so cool!! I was having a mess around before and I am in love with it already and haven't even shot a roll of film on it yet! I got it really cheap as well and if you know what you are doing on one it is so easy to use! So, I will be having loads of posts with the photos I will have developed onto a CD. They are just gonna be soooooo good! I will enjoy it and hopefully you will as well!! So, I shouldn't be blogging tonight but I decided to take a break from college work...do a blog post. A chilled out blog post...oh dear! Either way I want to say there will be new stuff coming especially tomorrow seeing as its monthly music #2! But the posts will be done and posted at different times, so I won't have to worry about stopping my college work to do them! So, yeah! Hope you have enjoyed a slightly more laid back blog post and I will see you soon!! xx

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Respect and Trust!

Trust has to be gained and respect has to be earned. This could take up to a year to gain and earn but it literally takes 5 minutes to lose. It happens and can be regained and re-earned but it will never be the same again. Although if it happens enough times then the people who keeps losing it will get suddenly sick of losing it every time a single little thing that happens. This is happening to be a lot and I am on the verge of cutting this person out of my life. The only problem is that it is a family member and if I do that, then I might lose the rest of my family with it. I don't want to lose all of them but it is getting to the point where I don't want to please them or even live them. I am young I know I am but seeing as this has been happening for almost 9 years now, it seems like the only thing to do. This has been a long time coming. Now when this happens I watch a couple of episodes of Gossip Girl (favourite show!) or watch a few YouTube videos, which always make me laugh whether they are old or recent. The problem is that isn't working right now and I don't know what to do with all of this. I am not looking to start any arguments with people because I am not like that at all. I don't want you to say that it will be OK. I know that it won't be because no matter how many times this has happened since it started it is never OK. It never goes away for a long enough time for me to be happy. I put on a smile and get on with life because I don't want people worrying about me. Ever! I mean ever! I don't want to worry people about it. Now this isn't a feel bad about me. This is a post to remind you all that trust has to be gained and respect as to be earned. Although you need to be careful when you lose it. This is my space to vent my feelings every once in a while as it is your space when you want to get away from reality and disappear into the internet world we all build ourselves. I am venting and I don't want you guys to think that I am telling you because I have no-one to talk to. I just don't want to make another blog that you might stumble upon later in life. I just needed to spend some time typing this out and to get all of my anger out instead of smashing things and then bursting into tears like I normally do. xx

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Happy Easter!!

Hi there! Now I know its late and I know I haven't posted in like over a week but I have a good reason! First off, I left to go to the Lakes on Sunday afternoon and didn't come back til Friday and I felt so ill, I couldn't bear to look at my little phone screen let alone a computer screen. Secondly, on Saturday I had to work a split shift which meant between my first and second shift I needed to sleep and try to feel better and then today I had a breakfast shift which turned into a 12 hour shift that I wasn't supposed to do. To say I feel dead is an understatement. I am in pain and I will try to do a new blog post over these next few days. There will be a giveaway I just haven't had time to get round to it yet and I also will be doing a Haul of everything that either my parents bought me or I bought myself. There will also be a monthly music post on the 25th as well. There will not be a Nails Monday tomorrow because of how much work I have to do but a massive post about everything I bought over the five days I was away will go up on Tuesday.

I hope you are all having a fantastic Easter Sunday and got a little bit of chocolate. Also I hope that you are having a wonderful day and don't feel as ill as I do right now. So, Happy Easter to all of you my lovely and fantastic followers! I hope you are all well where ever you are and I will see you soon! xx

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Plans!

Hi there! So, I know I haven't posted all week and I am sorry about that. I have been meaning to but I have either been too tired to make sense or been working over the past week. As much as I love working I have to admit it is getting a little bit too much! I am writing this blog post to say that from tonight I am going away to the Lake District until Thursday. I am very sorry but this means no more blog posts until at least Thursday night. 

Don't worry though I will have a little holiday post for you and I have a few reviews on the way as well. Once again I am very sorry about all of this and I shall see you all after I get back! I hope you all have a great next few days and I'll see you soon! xx

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